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Dear Director Kenneth L. Zwick,

My husband of over 23 years,         , was killed in the September 11th terrorists attacks on the World Trade Center. I am writing this letter to let you know how disgustingly discriminating I find the current presumptive guidelines for the Victim Compensation Fund.

My husband,         , age 54, a         , was on the          floor of Tower 1 when the first plane attacked. He was trapped along with hundreds of others who worked above where the plane hit. I will never know how he died and I can only imagine the worst. I pray constantly that he died instantly, that he didn't suffer for over an hour and a half, alive in that Hell until the building collapsed, but I will never know. He had been in Tower 1 in 1993 when the bombs exploded in the garage. He came home to us that night. On September 11th, he never came home.

The loss of my husband, our sons' loss of their father, can never be justified or compensated for. What has eased our grief and pain has been the outpouring of prayers and support from the American people and the United States Government. That was, until Friday, December 20th, when the interim final regulations as determined by Special Master Feinberg were published. Myself, our family and our friends feel that the United States Government, through Feinberg's presumptive guidelines, doesn't give a DAMN about us.

Under the current guidelines there will be NO compensation for my family paid from this fund for the horrible death of my husband,         . The law was intended to try to help every victim's family. The law was meant to have rewards made based upon individual circumstances of each victim's family to compensate us for economic and non-economic damages suffered as a result of my husband's murder. The established limits of the presumptive guidelines directly contradict "individual" circumstances.

Through years of sacrifice and hard work          had achieved the honor of reaching over the 99th percentile of income earned in the U.S. This was never given to us. His          were         . Neither one of us was born "with a silver spoon in our mouths". Growing up in         ,          learnt the ethics of hard work. He caddied at         as young as 12. While attending          worked as a soda jerk, tarred roofs, and loaded crates of food for A&P. When he had trouble with college, he had to support himself. He did fish delivery runs to the Fulton Fish Market from Summit, he delivered appliances, he drove a taxi cab. He started in the financial world working as a mail room clerk. After working his way up to a job in accounting, he went back to college nights, graduating from         . By then          was already Accounting Manager of a brokerage firm. That is when he took a cut in pay to work as an equity salesman. When we married in 1978,          was earning $36,000 a year. It took years of family sacrifices, hard work, and long hours for him to become truly successful in his career. My husband,         , was starting to live The American Dream. The last few years were finally paying off. His clientele was established.

In February 2000, we moved into our dream home in         . We were planning all the wonderful things we would be able to do in 7 more years when he retired. He never complained about income taxes paid. He believed the more you made the more you needed to support the United States. My husband,        , was highly respected and admired for the success he had reached by all who knew him. To younger people inspired by him, he would say "Great place America!"

Special Master Feinberg and those responsible for establishing these presumptive guidelines might as well go to Ground Zero and spit on my husband's burial site! They show no respect for my husband's memory or for the American Dream. They have determined that because my husband earned above the 98th percentile of income was 54 years old, and had life insurance equal to only 1 year of take home pay, that my family has suffered no economic or non-economic loss.

Feinberg has stated with respect to wealthy individuals "multi-million dollar awards out of the public coffers are not necessary to provide them with a strong economic foundation from which to rebuild their lives". How does he define "rebuild"? Is having to give up our homes and our lifestyles considered rebuilding? How does a          year old widow ever rebuild when her husband was her best friend and sole support for over 23 years? How do our          and          year old sons rebuild their lives after losing their father, losing his emotional support, his help and advice?

For non-economic damages, they determined I receive $250,000 for my husband's suffering, and $50,000 each for myself and our one dependent son. I have no idea how this arbitrary amount was determined, especially when I, our sons, and other family members still suffer from horrible dreams and images of my husband's anguished suffering on that tragic day. For the rest of our lives we will suffer from emotional pain, mental anguish, loss of enjoyment of life, loss of society and companionship, loss of consortium, and other non-economic losses found in section 402 of the statute. Not that it matters, because my family receives nothing!

It has been stated that these regulations are presumptive awards and that our family may request a hearing. We would have to convince the Special Master or his designee that we have extraordinary circumstances. They allow only two hours in which to beg for extraordinary consideration. If Feinberg's designee doesn't find us qualified for the fund, we have one final chance at a hearing, with Feinberg himself. Feinberg's determination will be final, but isn't he the one who has already established the presumptive guidelines that say we haven't suffered any loss? Aren't we suffering enough? Haven't we been through enough? Why isn't is enough for me to provide income tax returns, along with proof of birth, marriage, and death? What is there to convince them of? The facts and numbers are black and white?

Our son and I went to a meeting for         families in N.Y.C. on December 17th. It was a chance for us to meet with Mr. Feinberg and discuss our concerns about the guidelines before they were determined. Mr. Feinberg stated many times that there would be no cap on damages awarded! He also stated he didn't think there would be many awards near $3,000,000. We left the meeting feeling puzzled. According to what we were told, we would be awarded $24,500,000 (less life insurance and other U.S. government assistance) for income lost over the 7 1/4 years my husband would have still been working.

Feinberg had said the compensation was tax free, but we realized it must be based on post tax income. If we calculated the compensation based on post tax income, less life insurance and federal tax refunds for 2000 and 2001, our compensation still came to be over $8,250,000. We understand this fund was not meant to make anyone rich. However, there is an enormous difference between $8250,00 and $0! I believe the compensation should be calculated based on all post tax income lost over the expected earning years lost, reduced by insurance and other federal assistance. If a cap is necessary at all, make it an overall cap. Why should my family receive nothing, when the estate of a single 25 year old decedent making $125,000 a year will receive $2,252,162? Even those parents lose if their 25 year old child made more than $125,000 a year (according to the charts). I am not suggesting the parents aren't entitled to compensation, but why is my family being discriminated against? Why do neither myself nor either son receive no compensation?

I believe the American people would be outraged to know the U.S. government bailed out the airlines, but is failing to help the real victims of the September 11th attacks, the families of the loved ones lost! Our sons, our family, our friends and I ask you to do something to intervene and change the presumptive award guidelines. There were many other families I know of who will also not receive anything. We do not deserve this discrimination! We have all lost more than anyone ever should. Please don't let us lose our chance for some compensation from this fund. Please give us the peace of mind that the U.S. government cares more about it's citizens than the airline industry.

Individual Comment
Harding, N.J.

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